Persecution Complex (+ original verse)

[Lyrics] Show time, the Emo arrived Also, there's no point in living Gloomy future. So tell me why are prettier than me Extremely more handsome I'm trying my hardest Yet I'm still feeling depressed Oh, So much more than you Wanting admiration Oh, More than usual I'm wishing I could laugh more Kept it a secret, inside of my own heart Will I gain a more brighter personality someday? Always being depressed and crying all the time Reaching the point where nothing, has a meaning anymore God, Almighty, would you just tell me Please just tell me!!!!!! How much more effort, Is needed to change - myself? To be labeled Normal, just like everyone else is? impossible you say, then until I die I'll work hard to make myself, enjoy this one life i have Say, jealousy is not really needed Just Say, Don't think about resetting life at all In this cruel world, unique, one of a kind The fact that I could be with you, is a miracle come true Don’t cry. Even if you broke up with me in the worst way It’s fine Swaying your body to your next encounter Tho I was hurt, It made me Stronger than I was I was such a fool, I've learned my lesson, now that I have grown "Too timid I can not change." Making fun of me, for my personality, I'm aware Thinking pure minded is bad too Still though, can't help, my own delusions What's the, correct answer, I still don't know Does it exist, we'll never know Yesterday, I bid farewell Today, I'll leave it to you How much more effort, Is needed to change - myself? To be labeled Normal, just like everyone else is? impossible you say, then until I die I'll work hard to make myself, enjoy this one life i have Say, jealousy is not really needed Just Say, Don't think about resetting life at all In this cruel world, unique, one of a kind The miracle of being born, Living with you is awesome After years of pain, years of trying To be normal,to conform. To belong To My truest self, are you still alive Many egos forming, personalities colliding Altering thought process, which persona comes in the end “Mine has been a life of such shame” Collecting egos, day by day I wanted change, I want your love, Persecution Complex How much more effort, Is needed to change - myself? To be labeled Normal, just like everyone else is? If it can not be Helped, then until I die I'll work hard to make myself, enjoy this one life i have Say, jealousy is not really needed Just Say, Don't think about resetting life at all In this cruel world, unique, one of a kind The miracle of being born, Living with you is awesome